...wtf...
so im up waiting for mike to call
he still has not
so i texted him
now im going to fill out this survey and see if he finds time to text back
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
nails to the core ..then the skin around my nails
Have you ever been cheated on?
not that i know of
Do you believe in love at first sight?
no
Do you have trust issues?
i dont have trust issues ,unless you have done something to ruin the trust i had in you ,then its hard to get it back
Are you starting to realize anything?
i dont think i have the capability to even attempt to realize anything ,anymore
Would you ever get a tattoo?
possible when im older
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
i dont know,probably not
Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to in person?
no i love my sister
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
adamsotelo <---- is the shit
What color shirt are you wearing?
black
Do you get along with girls?
yes i do
When was the last time you hugged someone?
last night ...yep
Have you ever been completely alone with a girl in her bedroom?
yes many times
Have you ever made out in a basement?
yes i have
What body part do you wash first in the shower?
i think ...neck
Have you ever cried in front of a teacher?
once in the 6th grade
Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?
i dont think about anyone any more ,sometimes i wonder about myself ? does that count
Have you ever fell down the stairs?
many many hilarious times
How many months until your birthday?
4
What color is your hair?
red and blonde
Do you think you can last in a relationship for over 3 months?
i know i can and i hope i find/have found the right person this time
Are you taking anyone for granted?
no and i probably never will
What are you excited about?
seeing gina
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
3 in each ear no tatts
Do you curse a lot?
very often
Have you lost friends in the past years?
very few but yes
When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
i left her a facebook comment yesterday
Do you like pancakes?
sometimes but rarely
Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
alot of the time ,i wish i were rich and /or popular and very pretty ,but instead im just me
Do you talk a lot?
sometimes
If you could change your eye color would you?
yes to adam's eye color
You like the color green?
not particularly
Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
idk maybe mike...but somehow i dont believe him
Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
no
Can a girl and boy be best friends without having feelings for each other?
yeah adam and i are very close friends have no feelings for one another
Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
of course
Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla?
yes and i hated it
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes i really realllllly do
Honestly, what do you want right now?
summer and a hug
Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
yes and i hated myself for it and still do
Honestly, are people annoying?
yes
Honestly, if you could go back 3 months and change something would you?
yes, i would take back alot of what i did and said and felt , i would have changed everything for the better
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
i dont regret it but i can't get used to being without
Do you miss someone?
yes , even though i just saw them
If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
omg no, i have very existant lips
How easy was it to get over the last person you liked?
alot easier then i thought,because i never see him and i am unsure of his feelings and where abouts
What were you doing at midnight last night?
driving home from cindy's
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yesm
What time did you go to bed last night?
3ish
When's your bday?
April 20th
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
yeah lol andi felt really bad because it was a text i meant to send to my bff saying "i really miss you " andi sent it to a potential (at the time) suitor
Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i dont even know any more,alone is fine
Will next friday be a good one?
i really couldn't tell you
When was the last time something REALLY bothered you?
tonight
Are you a jealous person?
not really ,just scared of losing people i love ,its not envy
Describe your life in one word?
death
When was the last time you got a haircut?
over a month ago
Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
never
Have you ever had your heart broken?
twice
Have you talked about marriage with another person?
yes and i dont know if i ever will again
Do you want children?
i am unsure
Do you believe that you can change someone?
no
If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
the plaza hotel
What kind of perfume/cologne do you wear?
whatever i can find
Do you like movie nights?
yes i have them often
Are you an emotional person?
sometimes, im either very emotional or not emotional at all
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
its hard to tell lately
If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
i might cry for hours
What kind of ipod do you have?
i used to have a shuffle but now i dont think i have one at all
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
my daddy bought it for me ,its a Giants super bowl shirtt yayyyy
When was the last time you had butterflies?
idk maybe 2 years ago ?
Are you afraid of falling in love?
completly and utterly afraid
Do you have anything thats from an ex?
many things
Do any of your exs have anything thats from you?
many things
Oldest person you have really kissed in the past 6 months?
20
Were you taken on the first day of school this year?
olololo nope
Why did you kiss the person you last kissed?
because i was stupid and i made a really big mistake
Do you have a thing for anyone you hung out with this week?
i think so ... im not sure
Does anyone know your myspace password?
no
What would your name be with the first three letters of your first name and the last three letters of your last name?
mareck
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
i dont know who should and should not be on my mind
When was the last time you were really confused?
my life ...always
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes... mike
Is someone mad at you right now?
probably
Ever kissed a brown haired, dark eyed person?
yessssss for 2 years
Are you anyone's first love?
yeah um 1 persons
Do you miss anyone from your past?
correction, i miss everyone except eric
Are you easily distracted?
o yes
How can you tell someone likes you?
i can't
When you say you dont care, do you mean it?
never.
and mike still has not texted or called
great.
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